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I feel the same but I feel different. Hurt more I think. Sad. I don't understand why or what I did to deserve to be treated like a problem that needs to be swept under a rug. I am sad because...I feel a little swindled. I said so many things that I feel stupid for saying now. I was so happy to have my friend back I guess I looked past all of the red flags that shot up. When I decided to start this back up I was serious about the clean slate. I decided that she had changed because I could see it. The glow or the...sparkle about her. I could tell it was different. I stuck up for her with everyone who told me to run the other direction. I guess I was just plain wrong. Period.