Smooth Operator

If everything was like the movie "The invention of lying" My life yesterday wouldn't have been so...weird. Assuming the wrong thing and telling the truth to help you relieve guilt is never they way to go. Josh should have told her not me. He even had the best moment to just come out with it and tell her he'd been hanging out with her. Instead he took a different route. The route of "its non of your business" was a little...undeserved considering she was being honest about everything with him. Josh isn't the best when it comes to situations like that. Speaking of all of that. Mike and I talked a lot yesterday about the possible reasons as to why he even went back in that direction. Theories are good considering they are probably all true. I have a feeling that situation won't last long anyway.

I tried telling Brooke yesterday I am sorry. I believed she felt that I was that is until I got a message with a picture attached to it of a FB post from her sister saying in so many words how I am just a worthless idiot. So I am going to take a moment and just go with she isn't over any of it and is mad at me. Especially since she ditched Mike and I last night to go and hangout with Matt leaving us to continue to worry and stay up WAY late waiting for her since she promised she would to Mike. Thats another thing. Its like...Paulette KNOWS were slightly irritated with her and just decided WE AT THAT MOMENT NEEDED TO KNOW WHERE SHE WAS! I got a text from her at like 130am saying brooke was at Matts and that she's a crazy stalker. Im like yeah you are and need to calm the F down. So needless to say Mike and I went to bed with a slight chip on our shoulder. We tried hard not to but the longer we laid there I think the harder it was to not be annoyed.

I think everyone needs to take a serious step back. Mike and I are just going to keep to ourselves from now on. I don't want to see or speak to anyone unless they talk to me first. All of this is a mess and really I just want to cleanse my life of it all.

Moral of this story, People lie so maybe you should do it too because clearly telling the truth to anyone backfires.