All I know is that I don't know

My day today.

1. Tweeted all day
2. Worked and talked shit with Jonnie.
3. Hung out with Paulie, josh and Mike
4. Poolside
5. Watched Jay and Silent Bob Strike back with Paulie and Josh
6. Watched the last few episodes of Glee season 1
7. Mike Thomas came over with his GIANT DOG <3
8. Blogging.

I haven't done much at all today except ponder my life's ambitions. I went and registered for classes at schoolcraft today. It was...tiring and solidifying. This time next year I hope to be at Madonna working on my bachelors degree. How exciting is that?

Things are still weird. I feel like I had a blurr of a friendship these past two months. From great to terrible all in the matter of weeks. Its amazing because whenever drama decides to rear its ugly head its always in the middle of my summer. Amazing I know. I mean at least this time I didn't lose all my friends. The people that I made friends with while Brooke wasn't around are still here with one exception, Josh. I am glad he is still around, Still weird about the Kayla thing, but i am still glad non the less. I am kind of glad he hasn't asked to bring her around. Its not that we would say yes its just that we just don't want to be put in anymore awkward situations or drama. I doubt he would ask but on the happenstance he might I would appreciate some...thoughtfulness for once.

I got to finally meet Amber. Missis long time skype buddy. You see when she was dating Matt and we had that HUGE fight between us Amber decided to not like me. Missi said she had talked to her and told her that now she realizes that I was only looking out for her and nothing bad was meant by anything I had said or didn't say. Amber is nice. Regardless of her dislike for me shes the type of person I just really wanted to like me. Even if she didn't i never had an unkind word to say about her. I have no idea why but just the idea of her is pleasant to me. Anyway sometime last week we all had dinner at buddies. It was Amber, Wyatt, Missi, Mike, Nevets and I. Wyatt is Amber adorable 4 year old son. HOLY CRAP IS HE CUTE. He talked to me the whole dinner and I loved every second of it. I was glad to finally meet her and what is sad is that she leaves this weekend to move her son and herself to Georgia. Sad for Missi I know but I am sad too because we could have been friends for sure.

Jonnie and I talked SO much about everything. I actually cried to him about this whole Brooke I think friday. (First time I cried about it) I guess I am trying to hold it all in because I don't want to be hurt by all of it. Bottom line, I am. We talked about babies because him and his wife just made one lol. (I saw the pictures she's BEAUTIFUL) About boys and girls and whither or not they can actually be friends with one another. Our bosses and how sometimes we love them and sometimes we seriously want to just jump them. We talk about so much. I feel happy when he calls me his "home girl," or "Down ass bitch." I know that sounds weird but Jonnie is a jerk and has a really good judge of character. He told me I am WAY to Chill for all of this drama and need to drop it at the door. I believe him. Its just harder then it seems.

Mike and i are well aside from the heat. We are planning our UP trip and invited Josh and Paulie today. Who the heck knows if either of them will actually go. Id like Josh to come before his surgery. I mean having things removed from your colon is gonna suck and I am sure he'd love to go see some pictured rocks with us before all that. When he told us that he was getting stuff removed I about fell out of my chair. Cancer? Nope just routine and they would rather be safe then sorry. I agree with them 100%.

Nothing else has been happening. when it does your the first to know.