Paid my bills now i can shine

I read a blog that has been doing things they are grateful for. I think there is a specific number but I am not going to go in search of it or anything. So I was thinking of doing the same. Ive been rather down and I am tried of feeling that way no matter who weird or confused I really am about this WHOLE fucked up situation. So here I am. Ill do TEN things I am grateful for right now before I get to work.

Ten things I am TRUELY grateful for.

1. Michael Forbush. I was going to say the whole family but with Mike I feel there is no real reason to put them. Mike has stood by me through...a lot. The drama, the heartache, the bad luck, everything. Mike, to me, Is home. My best friend and confidant. God gave me him when I prayed so hard for a friend and I received something so much more...a partner. <3 I love him
2. Good friend. Regardless of the bullshit Missi and I have been through she's there for me never leaving and always stable. Paulette even though she is still so young she's so smart. Josh longest friend I've had. Nevets comes and goes but I'm still happy he's around. Mike Thomas sensitive piece of man meat. Elizabeth my sister and best friend.
3. Food. God I love food.
4. Funny pictures+good memories=something I am grateful for
5. Endless days and picture perfect summer nights
6. Fall. Because I love to watch the scenery around me change its clothing and becomes something new for the spring
7. My job. Even thought I hate it. It gets me by.
8. Jonnie. Because he makes my job bearable.
9. My therapist. Without you God only knows where I would be.
10. Sing alongs in my car with all of my friends. <3

There. I need to go to work. I feel a lot better now that I did that. I may continue this. Who knows.