Gypsies Tramps and Thieves

So this weekend was full of family. Literally full of family. I don't know if it was good or bad. I don't know if I liked it or disliked it. I just know it happened. I already wrote about my Dad and yesterday and today I spent a lot of time with my mom and sisters. I miss Rachel. A lot. I miss her coming over on the weekends and spending time with me. She's so...grown up its scary. She has friends and a life. Obviously I know that was bound to happen I just wish it didn't. My mom is crazy as usual she had weird feather things in her hair that were red because Lord knows she needs to look "punk" or whatever. ::rolls eyes:: Liz is the same. Always making me laugh and knowing what to say to make me smile and feel better. Joe is weird and weird.

Today we went to a flea market. I have NEVER been to a flea market and I don't know if Ill ever go back. They all looked like...carnies that just happened to all be retired and want to sell all of their possessions. So basically Mike if he was a retired carnie. The food was weird and there was a hill billie band and a lot of animals everywhere. It was nuts and early. We fucking got up at 6am to drive to 36 mile and butt fuck no where.

I don't know i suppose it was alright to just go and be with them. I hardly ever get a call from both parents in the same weekend so Ill take it. Even though I miss them I hate them still. Neither parent has really changed at all in any sense. Well I think my mom has progressed in age honestly. I still love her she's just...not a very mothering type mother. She's more like a I want to be your friend and give you advice and piss you off and whatever.

I love them both. I miss them. I wish that when I was a little younger I would have made more of an effort to see them. ::shrugs:: I am glad I got some time put in this weekend though. Maybe more to come. :)

My birthday is 13 days away. Crazy. I will be 25 years of age. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I am going to do. I kinda wish I could go away for that weekend with a bunch of people. Pool, hotel, fun. Frankenmuth? Id love that. Its only an hour away too. Get wasted and have fun.