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For some reason this was all I could think of to make me feel better. To read it in your voice. To hold hope close to me but yet so far away because what you said yesterday and today are screaming in my ears. That girl. Her boyfriend. You. Me. It's all pushing everything everywhere. Im tired and I can't sleep. Even after the medicine. I'm exhausted but I'm scared. I am so scared. I'm so sick. Please someone put me the fuck out of my misery.