Finally

I finally deleted those emails. I can't stand to think of where we were and when you lost your mind again. I feel kinda good about it. Took almost another year but its happening slowly and really the only reason you come to mind is really either out of habit or because of a friend. I think I am ok knowing I'll never let you in again. Reality is I'm hardened to thought of you as a person and the position you have taken in the backlight of my life.

Potluck today at work. Pumped for some of the amazing food that is up there.

Work has been oddly good. I'm a little nervous as to why it is. School semester is finally almost over. I am dreading math final. I've decided that of I fail again I'm going to take it OEOE and finish it in a week and not worry about it again. Blizzin math is killing me! I am almost to my degree there I can taste Madonna in the air. I am so close to finally moving towards what I want and honestly it feels so good.