Drama rules everything around me

I can't handle any of this anymore. Its making me sick and I mean that in the literal sense. (I was like a torn bag of pete moss all day long!) I am sad for Paulette not so sad for Matt. I am just irritated at this whole situation. Between Brooke continuing to hangout with him and him continuing to think they are going to start a relationship my head may explode. Paulette asked me if I thought this whole thing was fucked up..My answer was yes, because it is. I just don't understand where any of this or any of the decisions made, make any sense. Brooke says she respects Paulette and wants to continue a friendship with both her and Matt. However her actions show otherwise. Continuing to hangout with matt and text him continuously throughout the day are giving the wrong impression no matter what the intent. That and it shows no respect for Paulette or how she may feel about anything. Matt is a fucking moron. No matter what he says or does he still comes out looking like the bad guy cause all he does is lie about EVERYTHING. Nothing he says makes any sense. Paulette needs to just tell people how she feels about everything no matter what it is. If she has a problem with Brooke which is clear she does she needs to just call her and tell her.

I hate all of this. My drama free year is becoming a shitty one.